How do we say goodbye?

Dearest.

I sent you an email, but i dont think you might read it. i called you twice and you rejected. i know you might not read this, but i'll just post it here anyway.

ive been wondering, where have you been. i've been wondering how you cope with these problems and just walk away?

now its time for me to ask.

How do you lose yourself to someone and never lose your way? How do you not run out of new things to say?

And since you know we're always changing , how can it be the same? And tell me how year after year , You're sure your heart will fall apart each time you hear her name?

I know the way i feel for you, it's now or never.
The more i love, the more i am afraid.

So, If we can be the best of lovers, yet the best of friends.

what are the words they use when when they know its over?
''we need to talk,'' or '' i'm confused, or '' we still can fix this ''
blah. again it seems that we can't fix this problem lagi.
im writing it down now cus this is how i feel.

and and, why do we trade fine lines for a real truth we dont wanna know?
would you dare fall flat on your face,
Get your answer approved by the state,
by the state of friends that you knew.
A friends that went through, and now they're leaving you too?
Guess what? i'll follow their leads, im the next one to leave you.

its over any minute now.
Bye.